Monday, June 15, 2009
this post's for you..
well you said i was crazy..and asked why am i so okay being the 3rd party.. and i said i put too much in the relationship..and waited to long..
hmn..there is another reason..i'm 21 already..and yes i was a casanova and had many girlfriends before..but only 2 gerls ever really made an impact in my life..the first one was luoping..and the second one is you.. actually..everything happened almost the same..i did play behind her back..really timer her..and we broke up...she went with my best friend...and i gave up chasing her..and i lived to regret it..up till i had you.. with you..although i never really timer you..i did talk to another girl..talk till i myself get so caught up in it..and same thing..i lost you...and you went with my friend..but bee.. i'm not gonna give you up this time.. it's not gonna happen to me twice..
i only learnt to treasure you when i lost you..that's why now..i believe that this painful memory of us not being together will serve as a reminder for me..to not take you for granted..to not neglect you..and to not do anymore stupid stuff..my feelings for you are too deep already..i'll end here..
it's just something for you to read while i'm in camp..i love you bee.. =)