Tuesday, March 27, 2007
hmns..i dono..broke up with elaine..cos of some problems..guess..whoever is with me will have many problems..i don't wish to bring my problems onto other people.. i dono..guess i won't be getting with someone so quickly.. im afraid if ppl do fall for me..cos i can't resist saying no to anyone..i dono whyy but i guess it's one of my characteristics.. i find it dificult to sayy 'no' yeahs..
so met up with aloy on sundayy.along with jasmine and goldfish.. =) had lots of fun and laughs..
well..talking about todayy..andy lost qian's 5-star carr.. it's a big problem for me..cos i don't want to see that i'm irresponsible..i dono..and i used my name to borrow the car for andy..i'm gonna have to run the car out again...another one..but i got no capital..well..not counting the stars...running up to S4 class will take
$80+$50+$80+$80+$40=$330...where am i gonna find that much cash!!..hais..i dono..i'm asking andy for $150...but i dono if he'll give me that much..yeahs..less than half...i'll get the other half..slowly..but the $150 is a must..hais..how cann i get it??
xiaohai killed @ 10:20 PM
Thursday, March 22, 2007
yeahs..been going thru so much lately..problems..after problems..after problems..but it's not the lowest point in my life...been thru done that...
well..only got one thing to sayy..if u wanted me to forget you..you should've just said so..u don't have to give me all those attitude problems..you don't need to shout at me and do all these things..you should've just told me straight in the face..i would do it..and now since we're not together any longer..just some advice..for instance..when u speak..you give ppl the impression that you don't give a hoot about that..and maybe...this is whyy quite a number of ppl don't like you..even if they talk to you..doesn't necessarily mean that they're okayy with you..i'm telling the thruth..you have to learn to respect ppl..talk with respect..once u've earn other ppl's respect then will they stop calling you names..or hate you..remember that..you have to earn your respect among others..
if you sayy u don't need their respect..then please..don't give a shit when they call you names.. this means that they don't respect you..and when you don't need their respect..then you DON'T give a fuck to what they sayy.. don't go crying or get angry if ppl call you names...
one more thing..it's my relationship now..i don't need your advice seriously..and to tell you the truth you haven't earned my respect yet..so please..i noe what to do with my gerlfren..i don't need you telling me what to do..
btw..since u now wear a shirt.. please...just by talking..u cann bring problems onto yourself.. i noe..it's your mouth..you can say whatever you want..you can talk however you want..but let me tell you this..u being great don't need u to sayy it..getting a name for yourself is by how you do it..and when ppl talk about how great you are..and there's always another mountain taller than the other one.trust me..you've only just wore a shirt..i was like you..but when u realised it's all going wrong..it'll be too late..you'll get into a huge mess..and your name's not gonna be cleared as fast as you think..
well..most of it is about you..you noe who u you are..and i'm telling you..one dayy..you'll regret it..and on that dayy..you will think..well actually..what i said is true..
till the day comes..
Sunday, March 18, 2007
hais..i lost my wallet..pearline's money...atm card..ic...hais.. even PDD car lost...i'm so fucking sad..whyy was i careless..wtf...
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
hmns..went reporting todayy..had some small talk with my PO todayy..asked if i had a gerlfren..i said yeahs..hmns.. came home..saw a msg..called...went in..i heartache..talked in a very harsh tone..in person wasn't any much of a difference..actions..words..i couldn't take it anymore..bailed out..left surrounding..went some place else..drink..drank..drunk..vented my anger..vomitted..came home..same thing happen..can't do anything..tried my best..but actions earlier in the day left a huge impact in me..i didn't want u in from the beginning..u should have known..don't know what i'm treated as..i guess..i'm nothing important.. i should've known..but i've put in too much..guess..i'm gonna get hurt again..real soon..
xiaohai killed @ 10:03 PM
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
edited a few photos.. i'm still working on my photoshop skills.. -.-" i'm so tired..hope these skills cann be put to good use in making the website i'm working on.. =))
Saturday, March 10, 2007
had a great day...came out of the house ytd at 1.30 am..went to ah jack's bbq.. met up with qian*..song chen..eng hock..david..jie yong..and xiaobai.. lolls. chatted chatted till about 5.40am..and we decided to head back home..me and qian went to 505 to eat laksa...lolls.. after which..i went home at 630..and took my clothes..and went to qian's hse..loll. slept till 1230 pm..woke up..bathed and went out to sp..lolls..
met up with darlingg there..lolls..kinda weird..i actually thought that she wouldn't be coming to sp..instead..she would jsut go straight to meet her frens at bugis..lolls. happy to see her =) after which she went off..and me and qian went to bishan..to meet up with hong* and EDGE.. played many many many many many many many games with each other..and i spend only $5..i think i sit at the machine for 2hrs plus..cos we reached at 2..then play play play play till 440 then went to eat mac..lolls.. yeahs 2hrs plus..hahas.. great game luhs..
hmn..many things happened todayy...how i wish i could just die..and forget everything..
xiaohai killed @ 10:15 PM
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
hullos ppl...=)) getting a phone tmr =D i love my cute little MRS KRANJI BIG 2!!~ WHEEE!!
Saturday, March 03, 2007
hais...boyfren sit at home..gerlfren outside drinking with other guys...
IF THE FUCKER TOUCH HER!!LIMBEI CALL HIM COME OUT BAO HIM AH!! CHAU CHEE BAI!!!
xiaohai killed @ 11:10 PM
