the spaces between your fingers are meant to fill with mine

Saturday, January 30, 2010

All at once, I had it all.
But, it doesn’t mean anything.

Now that you’re gone..
From above, seems I had it all.

But it doesn’t mean anything, since you’re gone....

Now I see myself through different eyes, it's no surprise!
Being alone will make you realize when it's over.

I know I pushed you away....
What can I do that would save our love
Take these material things,they don't mean nothing

It's you that I want

xiaohai killed @ 4:42 PM

The truth always lies infront of us but sometimes, we just dont wish to face it.

xiaohai killed @ 4:40 PM

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

when a person loves someone..their chest hurts. when they can't swallow their favorite dinners. and they can't do anything other than thinking about that person.. when that person is with someone else.. it's painful..and they want them.. to only look at you.. i love you bee.. not the love of a friend.. but the love of a lover..

xiaohai killed @ 9:07 PM

Thursday, January 14, 2010

sigh..it's because i'm afraid to be alone..it's probably because of this that i'm always doing what i do..it's too painful..to think so much..but the pain feels good once in a while..like getting squeezed..making me out of breath..

xiaohai killed @ 4:38 AM

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

They say 3%. The chance of people who broke up getting back together for good. Why can't i be that 3%? Why is it so difficult?

xiaohai killed @ 5:11 PM

It's so true sadness dwells, because it hurts and lasts long, while happiness is hard to grasp, because they only last for a moment. No matter what, both would not be forgotten easily.

xiaohai killed @ 1:59 AM

Sunday, January 03, 2010

have you ever been hurt? do you hate that person that broke your heart? you hate him for never letting you be able to love another person? losing the ability to love the person. but have you every thought, when you were upset, that person was even more upset. you didn't know that he always wanted to find you. telling you the things that he couldn't tell you in time. even if, the whole world opposed to it, i still want to be with you. bee, even if i don't know where you are, but i've been looking for you.

xiaohai killed @ 9:22 PM