Tuesday, April 15, 2008
sorry for triple posting..but i really am sad luhs..it's like hmns..i got no one to talk to todayy..i'm feeling so so lonely..feels like...like i've been used or something.. but that's not the case..i do so much..and don't really want anything in return..i just want some company to be with..
i've been single for so long already..4 mths? well it's not really hard to find a gerlfren..but to find one that u really love is another thing..and there's other factors to consider..such as..will she feel the same way..can she stand me earning so less..does she want to be in a long relationship. etc.
i'm so old already..all i want is a stable long lasting relationship..i'm not really asking for much..i just seek some attention.. moreover..i'm in army now..after i finish..i'll go back to studies...and then get a stable high income job..i really need to settle down already..and quick..no more slacking around..gangster stuff and all...
i just wann some company...someone i could rightfully call my gerl.. someone who could shower me with lots of attention.. that's all..is that really such a difficult thing to ask for?? i hope not bahs.. hmns..
xiaohai killed @ 12:44 AM
