Monday, April 28, 2008
can't really sleep..so i decided to blog...it's already 6 am..hmns..maybe i slept too much in the afternoon ytd.. going for course in about 1 hr..so bored.. guess i think too much already
sorry bee..for like um..making you feel controlled..really really sorry.. who am i to do so rite..anyway..dono if u'll avoid me from now on..but then..i guess that's better.. at least i won't harbour hopes..u got alot of good frens around you..call or msg me when u need me bahs..bubye..
course gonna start le..i dono how i gonna survive the whole day since i never slept a wink.. and tmr's the last day..and the theory paper..i wanna pass..can get outstanding soldier..can up rank more faster..i dono..
saving up for my study fees..gonna get extra 400 as study bursary next month..i dono how i'm gonna survive anyway..need to get a part time job for myself..save up for a bike..get a bike..hmns..so many things to do..hope i'll get a bike before i turn 1 year soldier..another 5 months..
really cannot afford a gerlfren now..but i yearn this loving feeling..it makes me feel good..it brightens up my day..it's something i'm willing to die for... *sigh*
